tantfia

Now my sweet angel, you have to take your own step. I can lead you to the right direction but the goal you have to find alone. I will always watch over you, my sweet little daughter. When you reach your goal, I will be waiting for you. It can seem like a scary place, but what I heard.. ..the heaven is a beautiful place. Find your grandfather and tell him to read a story for you. Tell him to give you a hug, and stop your tears from falling. Find the best cloud and lay down to sleep. Find friends and play, play like you never played before. Laugh, smile and have a good time. When time is right, your mama will pick you up in her arms. Read you a bedtime story and protect you from your bad dreams. You will always be a part of my life, your innocent soul. Your fingers and your toes and all of your glory. You’re an angel now, a beautiful little angel!






Jag tror ingen förstår hur ont i hjärtat det gör. Hur arg jag är för att detta skulle hända min dotter. Att hålet i mitt hjärta är enormt och aldrig kommer kunna fyllas igen. Ilskan, sorgen, saknaden och mycker mer är större än ord någonsin kommer kunna beskriva.. det är ett rent helvete att inte kunna fixa till detta, att inte ha någon vidare kontroll.